March 14th, 2007
|my_star23||11:55 pm - Well........|
Well, i figured id mite post here and see what happens...
I have bipolar with servere downers and it makes my life very difficult,
throw in on top of that a smallish case of schizophrenia and then you have a very dark and suicidal individual
ive sought a little help but it was futile really, i cant afford any treatment or anything like that, its also kinda sumthing i dont want people really knowing at all (dunno why im posting here then)
I tried to get sum help from a couple of my friends, but 1 of them died a while ago and the other fails to acknowledge i exist just like anyone else i try to call my friend. It really doesnt help too much. I currently think about ending it all constantly, im so so scared right now.
I guess i only really posted here in the hope sum1 mite talk 2 me and yeh...
Its just a ride, it may be time to end the ride...
Current Location: home
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: reach by the butterfly effect
|Date:||April 2nd, 2007 09:52 pm (UTC)|| |
hey, I have just recently been told that I have biopolar disorder. I'm on all of these crazy new meds and whatnot. But I totally know what you mean. I have had pretty much the same thing going on
yeh.. it comes as a bit of a shock as well when you find out.
I cant afford any meds of any kind which makes it hard as well.
Just gotta keep fighting on i guess though